i dont like to get mad. i have limited patient. sometimes i get bullied. i wont take it too much. would i be happy if i get mad at them? i dont even feel happy when they treat me so bad. i cant understand with the people who bully me. and i more cant understand with the people who think that im happy when they bully me. seriously? you dont know anything how it feels, okay? dont judge me please! im trying to feel okay and keep smiling and stay happy. but you really have no idea what i feel inside.
shout out loud at them? angry at them? treat them back? that’s what i really want to do. trust me. but i think i dont have any talent to do that. should i reply the same thing? if i did, what’s the different between me and them? please think logically.
yeah, they treat me bad. sometimes i feel bad, but it doesnt mean that i hate them so much. i don’t care if they actually really dont like me or hate me. they’re still my friend. eventhough they made me upset, sometimes i laughed ecause of them. i dont want to think about it too much. all i want to do is just enjoy with every storm in my life. trying to be happy. im not weak, i also such a stronger person who really not being hurt by their words without treat them back in the same way. just love them and enjoy with everything. life is happy and happy is simple. and love them not really complicated for me. just enjoy everysingle second with them.
hahaha, i wrote this randomly. with my horrible grammar. i hope nobody read this. because it’s just only God and me who understand this. haha